by Suzie Eller | Dec 18, 2021 | Faith, Feelings, Living free together
I’ve been trying to shut out the noise with a social media sabbatical. How’s it going, you ask? It’s harder than I thought. My hand reaches for my phone often. I realize how close I keep it, like a companion. On the table. Next to me by the chair. By my bed at night....
by Suzie Eller | Aug 12, 2021 | Family, Feelings, Living free together, More Than Small Talk
Lord, make my heart flexible. Help me to stop putting my own comfort zone before your dreams for me — and for the world. Help me to try something new. Something small. Something big if you are the one asking. Help me to see what others bring to the table with...
by Suzie Eller | Jun 22, 2021 | Faith, Family, Feelings, Living free together, More Than Small Talk
I didn’t fit. I just didn’t. They all knew the Bible. They grew up in the church. Their families didn’t look like mine. And not only that, the weekend before I had made a huge mistake — in front of everyone. This Christianity thing wasn’t for me, was it? I...
by Suzie Eller | Jun 1, 2021 | Faith, Feelings, Living free together
I drove across town to meet with a group of women — something I hadn’t done in a year and a half. It felt new. It felt odd. It felt good. We talked. We prayed. We got to know each other. I left that meeting with a conformation of something I’ve always known. We...
by Suzie Eller | Mar 17, 2021 | Faith, Family, Feelings, Living free together, More Than Small Talk
I can count on two hands people that I love who have been diagnosed with mental health issues. I can’t count how creative, how loving, how instrumental, how necessary these people are because the list is too long. When I was diagnosed with breast cancer, people...
by Suzie Eller | Jan 7, 2021 | Faith, Family, Feelings, Living free together, More Than Small Talk
It was my biological father’s funeral. I had met him a couple of times over my life time. I went out of respect, though he was a stranger to me. So I wasn’t expecting all the feelings that rushed in. The anger when the song, “I Did It My Way” was played. The...